NEW YORK (AP) — His production shriveled, his aura dissipated, his place in history unsettled and his ego almost certainly bruised, Alex Rodriguez took a seat following the Snub Seen 'Round the World and became a spectator, little different than the 50,000 other fans at Yankee Stadium.
At age 37, he has become perhaps the biggest hole in the New York Yankees' batting order this October, a close-to-automatic out.
The $275 million man lives for moments like the one Wednesday night, when the game and his team's season were tottering on a high wire between success and setback.
A player who has spent his entire career trying to gain affection was told he was unwanted, at least not then. So he sat in the front row of the dugout, chin resting on his left hand, and watched as Raul Ibanez pinch hit for him and stroked the home run A-Rod wanted to hit, received the adulation Rodriguez craves.
Afterward in the clubhouse, A-Rod said all the right things.
"Maybe 10 years ago I would have reacted in a much different way," he explained.
While Ibanez's home runs in the ninth and 12th innings gave the Yankees a 3-2 win over Baltimore and a 2-1 AL division series lead, the fallout will linger for the rest of A-Rod's contract, which pays him $114 million over the next five years.
"He wasn't angry. I don't think it will change our relationship," manager Joe Girardi said Thursday. "I saw Al's expression when Raul hit the home run, and you see the type of team player he is."
Still, it had to sting. And Girardi pinch hit for him again in Game 4, sending Eric Chavez up for what would be the final out in a 2-1, 13-inning loss that forced a decisive fifth game Friday.
"If you're Alex Rodriguez and you have 650 home runs, I've got to believe he believes he could have done the same thing," Girardi said. "I had to make a hard decision, and we'll get by that."
And it was a choice noticed around the major leagues.
"That's the toughest decision a manager ever has to face," said Washington's Davey Johnson, a veteran of New York's craziness from his time managing the Mets. "There's times maybe I've thought about it, but I haven't pulled that trigger."
Rodriguez's career has had more drama than one of those "Real Housewives" shows.
Even before that February 2009 day in Tampa where he sat under the tent and admitted using performance-enhancing drugs — "I didn't think they were steroids," he said before adding, "I knew we weren't taking Tic Tacs" — his body began to break down.