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Dying is part of our everyday chatter

Dying wishes are part of the casual conversation at my house, like tales of the circus my mom put together as a kid. Everyone knows the story — and can laugh and cry their way through it together.
Lois M. Collins, Deseret News Modified: June 24, 2014 at 12:07 pm •  Published: June 24, 2014
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My daughter joked the other day that I’d better be nice, because she’s probably going to be the one changing my diapers when I get old.

That “getting old” thing is a subject we don’t talk about too much, because I am only in my 50s and am a very independent type of person. So was my mom and we all remember vividly my mother’s journey through Alzheimer’s and how dependent she became at the end of her life.

My father was intellectually intact at the end of his life. I have her sense of humor and his empathic nature. Who knows which of them my later years physically might favor.

I am also a realist, and the concept of needing some kind of late-life care no longer seems so far in the future that I don’t have to give it any thought.

I have been having those conversations with my daughters in easy snippets, a little here and there for years, although they are only teenagers now. I’d like my end-of-life wishes to be part of the family conversation, familiar and comfortable, like tales of the neighborhood animal circus my mother had when she was a little girl. We all know that story well. The time will very likely come when they need to know my wishes. I’d just as soon it is not a traumatic discussion or, worse, subject to debate. Like most people, I want to manage my own affairs and be independent for every second that it is possible.

Should I become ill or disabled, mine will not be a one-size-fits-all set of requests.

If I face an acute illness that’s apt to take my life fairly quickly, I think my preferences reflect what I’ve been told is close to consensus in the United States. I would prefer hospice care and the ability to die in my own home, three cats vying for my attention while the dog snoozes at my feet. I’ll happily skip the complications and delays I might find in a hospital.

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