“But you go out in center field for six games and take the stuff he was taking and see how you'd respond,” the coach said. “Me, I'd just basically want to kill the SOBs.”
Even though this was years before the creation of the Internet, much less social media, the story caught fire. The NCAA investigated. So did the NAACP. Eventually, Blackmon was suspended for the first two games of the College World Series, and OSU issued apologies from the athletic director, head coach and offending player.
“I'd like to apologize to my mother and family for conducting myself in an undignified matter,” Blackmon said then in a prepared statement. “I'd also like to apologize to my coach, Gary Ward, and Oklahoma State University for the chaos that I have caused. My respect for my coach and the university goes far beyond this incident.
“Finally, to Mississippi State University, I apologize for my actions. My actions weren't geared to all Bulldog fans. I'm sure not all of the fans are as racial as a selected few in the outfield. My mental toughness abandoned me and I came down to their level, which I regret.”
His mountain of regret would only get taller.
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Blackmon went with the Cowboys to Omaha for the College World Series, but he didn't practice or hang around his teammates. He sat in a hotel room as they won their first two games of the series without him.
He returned to the field in a victory against Stanford on June 4.
That same day, the final day of the baseball draft wrapped up. Blackmon, who went into the CWS batting over .400 with an on-base percentage close to .600, had been told by numerous scouts earlier in the season that he would be drafted. Maybe not in the first few rounds, but there were plenty of teams that wanted him.
Instead, he went undrafted.
No one has ever told him as much, but Blackmon is sure that the Mississippi State mooning is the reason why no one drafted him.
“You don't have to get feedback to know,” he said. “It was obvious that situation was not a positive move for my future in the game. There's hundreds of 5-8, 180-pound kids that can run. You have to do things right. You have to make the right decisions. You have so much on the line that you really have to understand the (effect) of your actions.”
Blackmon ended up signing with a team in the independent Pioneer Rookie League. He had a good summer, even played on a team that won 29 consecutive games, which still stands as the longest winning streak by any professional baseball team.
After the season was over, he went back to OSU to finish his degree in broadcast sales management.
He never played baseball again.
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Never having a chance to play professional baseball hung like a storm cloud over Anthony Blackmon. It took him years — “A long time,” he said — to work past the disappointment and anger, the regret and sorrow.
“When you want something so bad and you know you put in the work, you know you worked your butt off, you know you proved yourself,” he said, “it was crushing to me.
“But ... life isn't easy. It's not what happens. It's how you go through things. It's how you respond and come out on the other end.”
That's the lesson that he tries to teach his sons. At 15 and 12, they are beginning to dream their dreams — Blackmon says he hopes OSU might one day come to their home in Frisco, Texas, and recruit both of them — but regardless of what they want to do, they are going to experience tough times and rough roads.
“You keep going,” Blackmon said. “You keep trying to earn people's respect whatever you do in life.”
That's the advice he gives his boys.
He'd say the same to Marcus Smart.
Now that Smart has said his apologies and will soon serve the last of his suspension, the next step will be to get back on the court and show that what happened at Texas Tech is behind him.
“He'll be fine,” Blackmon said, “just like I was fine.”
Yes, even though Blackmon's actions cost him a future in baseball, he still has a life to be proud of. He is a father, a businessman who owns an insurance company, a productive citizen by any measure.
And while he knows what happened back in 1987 changed his baseball career for the worse, he's every bit as certain that it made him a better person.
“It made me stronger and more resilient,” he said. “The scar tissue has been covered.”
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